My Biggest Enemy

This past week something BIG happened.

I mean- real big.

Like, “me meeting Ryan Gosling” BIG.

Okay, maybe not that big.

But I still squealed like a middle school girl when it happened, if that counts for something,

This week, I launched a Facebook page for my photography business!

Oh me, oh my.

Can I just TELL you how excited/nervous/anxious I was (and still am)?!

I had decided at the beginning of the year to believe in myself more and pursue a photography business.  The first step was going public with it, and that meant making a Facebook page.  But, each time I sat down at my computer to create it, something in me started to freak out.  I had been delaying it all month simply because I was discouraged.  A part of me even believed that my work had to be as good as Jasmine Star’s or Justin & Mary’s before I WENT public with it.

At times I am my BIGGEST enemy!

Have you ever been there?!

I finally got to the point where I was so frustrated with myself that I decided the only thing that would make me MORE frustrated was not knowing what would happen if I didn’t do it.  I just had to take a leap for it and pursue it, if only to SEE what would happen.

God is so faithful.  So many friends encouraged me when they found out about it and supported me.

Within the first day I got over 200 likes and all I had posted was an adorable picture of Baby Scott.

Take that negative thoughts.